Had my first appointment. She said my uterus was in a good position but we did not hear a heartbeat. I was hoping and praying it would somehow shine through, but it never did. She suggested that maybe I wasn't quite as far along as we thought since we don't know when I ovulated - like 7 1/2 - 8 weeks. We've scheduled another appt for March 11 hoping it will be good and strong by then to hear on the doppler. I really wish they did dating u/s :(

When I got home from the appt, Matthew was already home and Aaron ran on inside. I didn't feel like getting out of the car so I sat there reading through the packet of info they gave me. Matthew came out looking for me after not too long to check on me. When I told him that they didn't find a heartbeat a look of sadness and anger crossed his face and tears welled in his eyes. I told him they'd try again in two weeks but it did little to assuage his hurt. I am holding on to hope though.