Yesterday I decided to check the mail because it hadn't been done in a few days and found the new Ensign had come. I was so down yesterday I really just wanted to escape and didn't spend much time in the scriptures, but at lunch I was at the table by myself and decided to open the Ensign and read the First Presidency msg. As soon as the I read the title, the feeling of the Spirit wrapped itself around me and I knew it was for me. The title, "Peace, Be Still". Here is the final quote from the article:

"Through tears and trials, through fears and sorrows, through the heartache and loneliness of losing loved ones, there is assurance that life is everlasting. Our Lord and Savior is the living witness that such is so. His words in holy writ are sufficient: “Be still, and know that I am God” (Psalm 46:10). I testify to this truth."

It was enough. I knew that the Lord has a plan and not to worry. It will be ok. From that moment, I did feel peace and light-hearted again. I felt like smiling and being happy again. I am thankful for that.