Hard to believe it has been a week already. For the most part I am doing well, but I am having cramping off and on. Sometimes it is really uncomfortable. Today especially.It has felt almost like I was in labor again. I talked to the midwife yesterday and she said there is probably some tissue my body is still trying to get rid of. I believe that, but I think my body is struggling to do it. I don't think I've had enough blood flow to purge my insides. That seems like an odd thing to say, but I think it is true. I have an appt with them on the 4th. She did ask if there was a bad smell, which there isn't at this point. I suppose if it gets to that then we'll know I am in trouble for sure.

I told Matthew that I could really use a blessing in the next few days and agreed. He had forgotten I'd asked.